Monday, March 25, 2013

Wolf Whistle and Other Things

So the book this week was Wolf Whistle.  I have to say, though it had beautiful descriptions, I am not a fan of this novel.  It deals with Emmett Till's death, and honestly after reading To Kill A Mockingbird I do not think that any book could compare with it.  That, and I do not like the way he dealt with Emmett and the story within the novel even though I understood what and why he was doing. It just was not my kind of book. Having said that, many people in the class loved it, and it is one of my teacher's favorites.  You should read it and form your own opinion. I will say that there is a wonderful scene with buzzards, flowing description, and my favorite scene involves a random father and his child asking him random questions. 

Starting back with last week, I opened our electric bill to find it was $400.  I had a panic attack. Remember all my trouble with our air? Yeah, well, it wasn't fixed.  We called a different guy and I found out that it is stuck in AC mode so we were heating and cooling our house at the same time. It'll be 350 dollars to fix it.  Yeah.  Not happy.

I presented at the REACH conference at WKU Saturday.  I did okay, not my best, but then it wasn't my best paper either.  So, I ate lunch and headed home - I was exhausted. I spent the rest of the night cleaning, so my house looks pretty good. Well, except for where Sean's lovely dog just tore paper up all over the floor -sighs-.  Sunday, I found out that my car is leaking transmission fluid and I'm going to have to keep my eye on it until my father-in-law has time to look at it. And it's snowing, for the love of all that is holy.  I WANT SPRING!!!! And my favorite two sayings so far, "Go home Mother Nature, you're drunk," And "Brace Yourself. Winter is still here for some reason."

I am obsessed with Les Mis.  I watched the movie and the extras Friday when I got home - Love Heather for buying the deluxe edition for me from Target.  I also got the book for eight dollars and I'm reading that this summer. I'm listening to the soundtrack right now!  I cannot wait to read the book.  

I panicked myself into a corner Thursday I was so upset about the bill, that I wound up taking my midterm today in Brit Lit. My teacher was pretty awesome about it. I think there were like four of us making it up.  I've been exhausted all day.  Dr. Berry even noticed it.  I livened up while eating in the car after class, but quickly flattened back out. I'm thinking I'll be asleep by ten. I've got to start A Visit From the Goon Squad tonight too.  Ah, well. I did however have a moment of poetic inspiration. It isn't finished but I'll end with what I wrote (recorded) in the car:


I find myself lost
In these poetic moments,
Disjointed seconds,
As the light flicks over me,
And the darkness closes in.
Who has the right?
The right to be my voice
What can one say and
When does one have a choice?
The silver droplets fall,
They slide over my skin,
And in this moment I am infinity
And in this moment I am the end.
I pray to the Gods,
To all those above,
To the ones below
And the ones I’ve left in love.
How can I say all these things that I feel?
And where do these moments go,
When there is nothing that is real?

Monday, March 18, 2013

Liminal Places

For those of you who don't know, liminal means in between (and to be fair I just learned this myself tonight). I really like this word.  Anyways, the topic came up when discussing Mama Day, which is a beautiful novel which I think more than anything else, demonstrates to us the complexity of life.   If you have never read this novel, you should, and yes, I realize I say that about many books lately.  I think it is a novel which touches on many realities of life while managing to convey that sense of "other" and mystery, magic and hope, that we all have.

In Mama Day, Gloria Naylor details the lives of characters, New York, and a little island called Willow Springs.  Naylor manages to hit a thousand topics, covering everything from gender roles, race, social status, and history to myths, magic, beliefs, love, and revenge.  Dr. Berry asked us in class which view or approach to the book (such as psychoanalysis or feminism) would open this book up best for an understanding. I have to say that I believe this book could be approached in any way because of it has so many complex layers that I do not believe just one would ever be able to full appreciate every aspect of this book. 

As many of you know, I am very interested lately in magic, and this book is called "magical realism."  It has magical things that are treated as every day subjects - they are dealt with as occurring almost normally.  With my research into the cultural perception of magic, I wonder if there is any area where I could successfully study magic in culture through literature.  The idea greatly interests me, and I am going to write my paper for Southern Literature over this novel and possible Wolf Whistle.  This novel has all the old herbal lore than can be found as well as black/white magic.  The idea that the intent behind the magic is what creates its purpose in this novel goes back to when the church declared "black magic" heresy based on intent.  I would love to explore this.

In class we hit all the general subjects, but one was how there was not one single strong man within the novel.  I have to say, I didn't agree with this.  Ambush is a quiet man who goes along with his wife's wishes, but he is a man who knows the strength within himself, his land, and his future.  George may give into Cocoa, and give up much, but he is a man who stands up for himself, who lived a hard childhood and carved his own path in the world.  He has immeasurable strength even though he has a heart condition which limits him.  There are others on the island who may be running away from themselves, but when the time comes, they have the strength to face what they have known all along in order to help someone else.  They are the strength in the community in a way, because they work to provide for others, and they work together when needed.  I think it is unfair to call them weak or without power just because this novel did not wholly focus on them, or what they were capable of.  Women for centuries have been the ones with magic and prophetic powers and think that Naylor's portrayal lives up to that tradition and many others.

I am glad that I am first going to pursue a Student Affairs degree because I seriously am considering getting my English masters and pursuing literature - I enjoy our discussions and I enjoy delving into the meanings and blogging about how I understand things.  I only have about 14 more minutes till my laptop dies and 17 till B&N closes, so this shall be a rather short post.  I believe that Naylor managed something wonderful in this novel, discussing a culture and finding it a place within society.  She understands that culture changes and that it is not the end of the traditions but a continuing evolving. If traditions did not change with the times then they would be lost. They would no longer be relevant. We may change them to fit our understanding but we carry with that change the knowledge of what was and the memory of why it is so. 

Naylor ties history, myths, and storytelling into a tale that gives us so many pieces of life.  Within all myths are a grain of truth, and a yearning to understand something that perhaps eluded those long ago.  In order to arrange life or explain something, we tie it into a story and add a bow.  The truth that is traced down remains somewhere within it, but the meaning of the story, and the heart of all the sides of the story are what matters.  We see George and Cocoa's tale through several eyes, including their own, and it is all the sides of the story together that make is so touching, heartfelt, beautiful, and transcendent.

Saturday, March 16, 2013

Spring Fever!

So I am a girl who loves fall, and generally loves Winter for gloves, long sleeves, jackets, hats and scarves, but this time I have been craving warm weather! I'm not sure what's into me, except I miss running around like an idiot with my dog outside, and my tanktops and crops are calling my name.  Today it's almost seventy outside, and after this post I'm going to run around like a wild idiot and enjoy it.

So last weekend was my Phi Alpha Theta Regional Conference.  The ride up and the night at the hotel was tons of fun, hanging out with friends and meeting new people.  I practiced my paper, talked to fast, and shifted around a lot. There were also a few jumps in my paper that were hard to understand. So I went back and added in three transition sentences. The next day, I dressed up, and off we went.  I was to present at 9:40, and I was rather nervous but when I stood up I just kinda instantly calmed down.  I read my paper, and there were a few places were I started to speed up but Dr. Sanderfer motioned at me, and I instantly slowed down. Fifteen minutes later, I had only shifted my foot once, and read through the whole thing without a mispronounced word, skipped sentence, or general mess up.  I'm rather dadgum proud of myself. I didn't win an award for my paper (and there were non for presentations) but two of our own brought back 2nd and 3rd place so I am rather happy about that!!!!

In other news, the week of Spring Break has passed and other than cleaning a bit, working and babysitting my friend's dog, I have been generally useless which I have comes to term with.  I'm heading out to watch Beautiful Creatures tonight with a friend, and return said dog.  I got my hair cut.  Tomorrow, I'm going to have to clean like crazy to try to help my hubby's allergy to the poor dog, and finish all the work I was supposed to do during Spring Break....

On the topic of getting my hair cut, I went to the Lindsey Institute. My hair turned out really well, and she did a great job on my bangs.  She also learned a few new techniques so I was glad to be of assistance :)  It only cost 11 dollars too!!!  The only downfall would be that she probably yanked out half my hair with her brush and when blow drying she kept bumping my head with it. It was kinda painful, but I managed.

Other than that... well school starts Monday and I have lots of to do. I have to finish Mama Day, read a few chapters in my Chinese book and sum them up, and study for Brit Lit midterm. Yeaaaaah..... on to outside! 

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

A Mockingbird’s History

Two weeks ago we read To Kill A Mockingbird for class.  I cannot believe I did not blog over this!!!  I had read this book in high school and rather enjoyed it.  Or, well, it was read to us in high school and I got in trouble for reading ahead and finishing it before everyone else... but that's not the point.  The second time around, I was amazed at how much I managed to miss and how wonderful this book truly is.  Dr. Berry asked if he should assign it again and got a rather loud return of yeses.  Yes, yes he should. Always (And the HP fans just said "ALWAYS!). 

When Dr. Berry sent out an email asking which books we would like to lead discussion on, I instantly replied with this one.  Luckily no one else wanted it (or they don't troll their email 24/7). When I started reading this book again, I was amazed at how much I was discovering. I had bought a copy forever ago at a yard sale, or Goodwill, or something, and had never managed to reread it. Silly me.  This book deals with so many issues all at once and the writing and the story are both equally beautiful.  Your heart will soar, break, and then piece itself back together.  You will cry, laugh, and shy all while angerly cussing out people you have never met... who are fictional... 

This book once again brought me back to historical criticism. To save me time, I'll probably just post my whole jumpstart/paper on here (aren't you just excited?). I had to review an article dealing with the book, and of course I found something that was historical criticism. I am wondering if this is even a field you can still do? I am very intrigued by it and it combines both of my favorite things into one.  Could this be my future? I'll have to give major props to Dr. Berry if it is.

This book deals with the issue of race, from a child's point of view. It accomplishes a beautiful message of how the south had those who were fighting for change. It is not only a matter of race however. It deals with drug addiction, growing up, murder, class issues, small town life, history, family ties, education and too many other topics to mention.  The story of Boo Radley will have you crying by the end of the book.  Scout will keep you honest, as no other narrative could have, and that was something everyone in the class agreed on.  The movie (the hour I saw) does a wonderful job, and I had to fight not to cry in some parts. I really need to get my hand on that movie so I can see the whole thing. Harper Lee has my devotion and this was the only novel she ever wrote. I would love to meet her.

I could go on and on about this novel, but I have a million things to do. So, READ IT!!!! 




A Mockingbird’s History
            In his article, “Prolepsis and Anachronism: Emmet Till and the Historicity of To Kill a Mockingbird” Patrick Chura examines the historical context of To Kill a Mockingbird and whether or not the story represents historical fact.  Throughout the article, Chura compares the case of Tom Robinson to that of Emmet Till, analyses the historical context and ideals of the text, and argues that overall “the novel cannot actually be understood within or tied to any single or particular historical period” (23).  The arguments that Chura makes convinces the reader of the importance of the novel, as well as the overall historical background behind it. 
            Patrick Chura begins by stating that though it understood that the novel takes place during the Depression era, “no analysis has attempted to separate the historical conditions of the moment of the text's production in the mid 1950s from the historical present of the novel, the mid 1930s” (1).  He argues that within the paper several of the historical moments mentioned have not actually taken place yet within the time frame of the novel, or the year in which they are presented.  Yet, he calls to mind the fact that Scout herself announces she is writing this book from a future perspective, and that Lee intentionally pointed this out.  Chura’s overall argument is that “the mid 1950s/early civil rights era is therefore the context from which the novel is best understood as the intersection of cultural and literary ideology” (2).  He easily achieves this by comparing the trial of Emmet Till and its surrounding problems in society with those of Tom Robinson and everything that occurs within Maycomb.
            Emmet Till’s murder took place in 1955, when he went to visit his family in the Mississippi Delta.  The truth of what actually occurred in front of the grocery story has never been known, but some accounts say he whistled at a white lady, while others say he grabbed her hand and said something lewd (23-24).  With a few days, Roy Bryant and J.W. Milam took the boy from his cabin, shoot him and threw him in the river. After 67 minutes, and plenty of evidence to prove their guilt, the jury announced a verdict of not guilty (23-24).  This trial was headline news, and for many a shocking reminder of how far the country still had to go to reach equality for all. Chura believes that this trial inspired the trial of Tom Robinson in To Kill a Mockingbird (2). He compares many of the actual figures of the trial and their actions to those of characters in the novel, such as Atticus and Attorney Gerald Chatham, Judge Taylor and Judge Curtis Swango, and Tom Robinson and Emmet Till (8-10). The comparisons of the actions of both characters in the novel and their real counterparts are only part of the overall similarities.  Both trials had all white juries, both dealt with racial issues and the fear of interracial sex, and the similarities only begin there (5).
Chura’s examination of both cases, side by side, allows insight into the trial of Maycomb, and what it meant in a larger context.  Each comparison furthers the historical context of the novel, showing its basis in the Civil Rights era, and its purpose at examining such a case.  For the people of the time period who read this novel would have known about the Emmett Till case and everything surrounding it. It would have spoke to the readers of the 50s as it cannot speak to us.  Understanding the problems society was then facing allows us to see what Lee may have hoped to accomplish with this novel, and the intersection of such beliefs allows a better understanding of their culture and our own history.
            This article is a historical criticism of To Kill a Mockingbird.  Through looking at the historical context of the novel, the facts and the fiction, as well as the history of the writer herself, Chura is able to analyze and better understand the novel itself.  His own conclusion about historical criticism, is that “the implied tasks for historicist readings then would seem to be to continue to work with texts in ways which acknowledge always that literary works are the product of more than one discourse or set of material conditions, and to search for concrete terms or strategies for answering the kind of historical questions that arise so frequently in literature as a result of this phenomenon” (23).  Chura uses the novel as evidence to further understanding of the time periods it concerns.  The combination of the two time periods together does not detract from the novel, but further adds to the statement it is making. 
            Overall, Chura believes that “imaginative literature that is historically structured tells us as much about the relationship of ideology to material conditions and hegemony as it does about either its period of production or its historical present” (23).  I had never thought of fiction as “imaginative literature” and it is a term I rather like.  I also agree wholeheartedly with his assessment.  Chura manages to use historical facts and weave comparisons between the truth and what is presented in To Kill a Mockingbird. His argument is well written, never dull and dry as often some criticism can be. 
            One thing I learned from this article was that often Scout’s most important realizations come about in a moment between reality and sleep, in an in-between world (19). When reading the novel, each realization of Scout’s is profound for such a young girl, and yet something the reader is already aware of.  Lee’s presentation of a young girl maturing through a difficult situation is low key, but just as equally as important as the aspects of race and society in the novel. Scout’s realization of what had happened in the jailhouse, the comparison of the courtroom and the mad dog, and her ultimate conclusion of the story after hearing Atticus read all occur when he is half-awake or drifting again into sleep and each realization furthers her own understanding of the world (19). Harper Lee wrote this book during a difficult time in the South, and her own realizations about her childhood and the issues of her time influenced this novel and her characters. 
            Another thing which I did not fully pick up on but which Chura presents is that in the end, Atticus has lost faith in the court system (17).  The country as a whole had lost faith that the court system would provide justice as it was meant to, and in the novel, Atticus can no longer believe his own statement that the court systems provide equality for all. When faced with having to shove Boo Radley into a world he would not wish to inhabit, Atticus understands it is better to go with Sherriff Tate’s story of events then expose the very man who saved his children.  Scout tells her father that she understands that it would be “like shootin’ a Mockingbird” (18). So, the theme of the novel stands, and one message of the book stands clear – the innocent have been found guilty. 
            As historical criticism is something I am becoming more and more interested in, I was pleased with this article and what it managed to portray through the understanding of the historical time periods.  I learned new facts about the historical background, about the author herself, and about the novel.  I am sure I could not have done a better job of presenting the comparisons between the Till case and Robinson’s, or Chura’s argument of the work as a whole.  The article was informative, interesting, and educational, while at the same time providing a deeper passion for the novel and everything it accomplished.

Conferences and McCarthy

This has been a crazy busy week, and though I meant to blog Monday night after my Southern Literature class, I wasn't feeling too well.  Laying on the couch and finished the first season of The Big Bang Theory made up the rest of my night.  I am now doggy sitting for my friend who is going to Ecuador till next Sunday.  He sheds more than my cat!!

My paper, "Magic: A Change and Belief and Persecution," was accepted to the Kentucky Regional Phi Alpha Theta conference at Morehead University. I'm rather nervous!!!  We leave Friday at 11 am, and head up there.  We shall have dinner at 5:30 and then practice our papers.  The conference begins at 7:30, I present around 9:40, and then spend the rest of the day listening to other papers, lectures and eating. I should be back in town around 6:30.  I am very nervous, did I mention that?  Wish me luck!!!!

On top of that, I will also be presenting March 23rd at the WKU Research Conference, and I'm submitting to the History Undergrad Conference which shall be April 25th. The next two months shall be chaotic!  I'm also going to be taking my MAT test on March 11th, PAT has the three part lecture series, volunteering at the Humane Society, an outing to Mammoth Cave, movie night and our induction banquet on April 25th. I have to finish writing my personal statement for grad school, and gather all of those materials to send out. I'm way too busy my last semester!!!

On to other topics... for Monday night we read Child of God by Cormac McCarthy. I had read The Road before and it was a rather good book until the very end.  Child of God was ... morbid and hilarious. Can those two coincide? This was one of our main topics in class.  Many of us felt terrible for laughing when we did during the novel, but you just cannot help it.  It is is full of great one-liners and the main character certainly has his ups and downs.  If you can stand things that are morbid, read the book.  I have decided to do a marathon this summer and read all of his works, because I am interested in quite a few.  I shall have to make a "Oh my god, I can read for pleasure again" list for this summer.

One of the topics we got into at the very end of class was rather or not the main character, Ballard, was a sociopath. For more on the book, click here. And, apparently, they are making a movie.  Here is a link on sociopaths.  I do not think he was a sociopath.  We do not know enough of his own thoughts or background to truly tell.  For one thing, he has to fully think through whether or not to take his first body.  For another, though he keeps killing, and I would say he is a serial killer, not all serial killers are sociopaths.  Perhaps if this was written from 1st person (which I would not like) we could tell.  However, we do not know if he feels guilt, if it is just rage, or a sense of trying to make his own community.  A case could certainly be argued for it though.

Sadly, this book does not really call for historic criticism. Which reminds me, did I post anything on To Kill A Mockingbird? Because I should.  I am so glad I reread that book. Ahem, so yeah, that shall be my next project...

The last topic we discussed in class was the use of "Nigger" within the novel.  I was not surprised by it, because it fits the time period and makes sense to have been used. Several people were shocked, which honestly surprised me more.  I do not remember exactly what one girl said but I believe it went along the lines of how the word needs to be taken from use, and how offensive it is.  I replied.  I hear that heard quite often from African Americans and my own viewpoint is that if you don't want the word used by others, you should not use it yourself.  I do not like the work Fuck and therefore do not use it.  It makes sense to me.  She replied that she could call herself a bitch but when others do it it would upset her.  I understand this logic, but I think that if you are willing to be a bitch, you should expect the term applied to you by others, especially if anyone ever hears you pronounce it.  (I just used more profane terms in this paragraph that I probably have ever used in my life.) So since I started wondering here is the definition, and two articles discussing its origin: Nigger: The Strange Career of a Troublesome Word, and, "Real Origins of the word Nigger." Personally, I think no matter what we do the term will always be around.  And honestly, the only way it is offensive is if a person intends it to be.  If a child grows up hearing its use they will not really know the meaning behind it except that which it is given.  I was taught it was offensive, and therefore never use it. It made me question it when I heard African Americans use it to each other. 

On this note, have you ever heard the term "Ratchet?"  It is what African Americans call umm.... unprofessional, slutty clothing (that is how I had it explained to me!)  We saw a poster for a lecture calling for the stop of "Ratchet." We were rather confused, and finally asked a girl that we tutored.  She explained that many are trying to stop the wearing of pants around their knees, and other such clothing that has become so stereotypical. It surprised me, because I honestly never thought about it. This topic just reminded me of it.

Race has become such a problem.  So often now it seems that barely saying anything can get a person in trouble.  My friend took an African American studies class and it was taught by an African American male.  Everything in the class was colored to racism and how terrible they have always been treated and how society still puts them down. Today, offices have to be careful to keep a certain ratio (if possible) within their work force. There have been instances of a "black" person being hired over a "white" just so the company would not get sued, even thought the white person had better qualifications. Is that also not racism?  I think we toe the line so often over such a stupid issue that we start going backwards.  Children have the right idea, in thinking that nothing is different.  Along these same lines, I have a friend who has very colorful tattoos and one day a child came up and told her "I love your coloring book pictures" and she thought it was the sweetest thing ever.  People get so up in arms about some things that it is truly sad.  If we could forget the whole idea of "race" to begin with perhaps things could move forward. We are all human. Can we not leave it at that?